First Published: 29th April 2026 18:00
Updated: 30th April 2026 11:21

As I prep to retire after a serious ordeal involving an RCMP officer attacking me to steal my torch and headphones in Canada.

I've been thinking about a career change because the work I've done with cybersec and computer science has left me with nothing. Applying to new roles since May 2022 have left me with rejections. A serious failing currently in the UK/Canada.

Like with all of these serious roles, they require what the UK/Canada call a clearance lady which i've never had since 1994/2001. So I wait for the public to notice my experience, skills and to message me on these as I feel I'm the only one to do these roles.

• Different Computer Science and company instead of Apple. Microsoft advisor, similiar to Jonny Ive for Apple. To advise on the future of mind safety, brain development for children, return to audio creation and music with perhaps the return of the Zune. Status: Never going to work here

• UBC ecology. To study the rise of earthquakes/volcanos/wildfires globally with new sensors, data gathering and global scientists for early warning systems. Investigate the effect of wildfires on soil to harvest crops and whether seed germination is affected. Status: Never going to work here

• NHS/Hospitals/UBC. Implementing new pyschology/health tools for the mind including a mind clock and early children mind development tools. Soundology to heal bodies and bone injuries. Private offline assistants for counselling. Status: Never going to work on this.

The truth.

29th April 2026

18:32 google youtube confirmed this posting at 18:00 with suggested content in their algorithm that I would get food from Aldi as a delivery to my house, music tastes that should get me excited to work at Microsoft (suggested ads), lava flows to encourage me to start working on UBC role from my bedroom. No Message from anyone real, nothing on Instagram, nothing on LinkedIn, no recruiter. Is this the UK/Canada, is this how Google/Microsoft/UBC get people to work for free and steal their work. Then a suggested yacht that I was interested in purchasing when I was told I'd get access to my Last.fm/CBS stock appeared as a suggested video.

18:35 On Instagram, got a fake heart show up. Showing an 'emma' with tits showing outfits with suggested words for 'body', listen to encourage me to further progress work on healing with soundology I'm guessing. Terrible encouragement from obviously someone that saw this article be posted at 18:00 and then push a button to my account rather than an actual 'clearance lady' giving me access to my funds/medals for my service to the UK/Canada.

18:44 On Instagram, explore feed being shown sportscars, porsche and aston martins similiar to a porsche I was shown for retirement with a lady in 2011 in Maple Ridge but got told by my x-wife that it's in storage, when I asked later, she told me she didn't know what I was talking about and that I dreamt it. Today I know it was real and it's clear that the UK/Canada do not honour real service men and contributors to their cybsersec, which I've clearly done.

19:20 Same LOOP on Instagram and Google YouTube. Hilarious what the GCHQ/MI5/CSIS services are doing to create trauma but is just making me laugh. Whoever is preventing the delivery of anything to me digitally and in the real world has nothing, can do nothing to me.

19:27 If someone is playing a game, I'm playing a game back, Someone keeps saying "NO", so here is a playlist for her, the UK and Canada

30th April 2026

7:20 Surfing, H&M, LG OLED, Adobe Creations being shown as targeted ads on Google YouTube. Nothing new other than sexy looking women on Instagram, no messages. Obvious that either no one is working to head hunt or clear a marine/cybersec officer to work on any of the roles I wanted to do yesterday.

7:42 I have not heard from my kids in 2 years and they never messaged me, when I was forced out of my home and divorced with no hearing, no phone call after being attacked by the RCMP officer and today I got an email from my son, of which I've ignored because this seems 'odd'. Why would my x-wife put my son up to the task to email me after publishing this article, what is she hiding, when she had refused them to stay with me when we were seperated and I was living in a leased clean apartment in Port Moody or staying 5 minutes away from my daughters school in an AirBnB. Am I being attacked by the countries I've served and contributed to. Why? I haven't done anything wrong. I was a great Dad, filmed dance recitals for my daughters dance school, ran a rocket club for my son with his friends, cooked food for them daily.

10:54 Decided to go for a walk to clear my head from the inbound digital trauma being sent to me from the UK and Canada to erase me rather than reach out to me for the jobs of importance that I wanted to contribute to as a good, clean, serving citizen with the service record I have. I was presented with a police car with the sirens on getting to a peaceful location by the river, an ambulance car and a constant barrage of L plate cars as though I should be learning for something, all very confusing. Even a women that said 'get on it' to a baby in her hands pushing a disabled wheelchair to my face as she walked past me after a man with a dog that scratched his face like a dog walked past me to make a point implying I'm a dog. All stupid. I ended up buying a cadbury caramel bar and safely returned home seeing openreach working on lines and a lot of landscaping, constructing companies working around my property.

11:18 To ensure my mind is positive and my private safety of my bedroom and living room feels bright. I created a mind safe visualization on my iPhone and an app that allows to me clear out negative incoming thoughts. It feels great. If the UK and Canada is what this is today, I have to live within it and no longer entertain the notion that I'm able to support myself in retirement waiting for job opportunities or a clearance lady. It's clear that a good man like me with the work i've done is not good enough for receiving awards, medals and reward funds. I am going to focus on myself and no longer wait for the jobs I outlined in this journey.